I need to apologize to myself , throughout my life , always wanted , my dream was to have a perfect girlfriend , but is more idiot is something you never had ….. WHAT OUR IDIOT , fuck it , the dream is idiotic this was more my dream , since I had other dreams more in the end, always the end was the same , the perfect girlfriend , I waited , I suffered , I suffered more extensive and somewhat like choosing other end alone, here I am , 19 years old , 20 this year , never dated seriously ( only kissed 2 girls ) and suffering from loneliness.
I do not regret having chosen this path , the cute girl , perfect today is just someone who loves me , but is forever alone write it , vent bla bla bla …. But I like to write it on my tumblr anyway metalukis.tumblr . = ME
Not as hard as before to run atraz love, would immensely to arise me a chance to grab power it has happened many times over the Internet ended in disgrace, hatred, sadness, mental disorders sticky …. So just another bit ….
I do believe that one day, someday the perfect girl, not beauty and aesthetic body, more compatibility and love, one day this girl will talk looking into my eyes, speak the word that will heal all mental disorders and depression I have that word with tenderness and passion.
I love you so much baka.